Chronological Songs of My 3 Decades

1. Your Heart Will Lead You Home - Kenny Loggins
2. Words - Bee Gees
3. Smile - n/a
4. For the First Time - Kenny Loggins
5. Fire - Des'ree/ Babyface
6. She - Elvis Costello
7. Mahadewi - PADI
8. Jim Brickman - Valentine
9. December - Kenny Loggins
10. If You Don't Know Me by Now - Simply Red
11. This Love - n/a
12. If - Susan Wong
13. Cold, Cold Heart - Norah Jones
14. For the First Time - Rod Stewart
15. Have I Told You Lately that I Love You - Rod Stewart
16. Say - John Mayer
17. The Heart of Life - John Mayer
18. Brave - Josh Groban
19. That's All - Rod Stewart
20. Harmony - PADI
21. P.E.S.A.N - discus
22. Sunrise - Norah Jones
23. Menari Bumi - 4 Peniti
24. India Arie - Summer
25. Sempurna - Jubing Kristianto
26. Indonesia Pusaka - n/a
27. You are Loved - Josh Groban
28. Mirando tus Ojos - Nino Josele
29. Hibari - Ryuichi Sakamoto
30. Detik Hidup - Iwan Abdulrachman
31. Energy Flow - Ryuichi Sakamoto
32. Somos Novios - Andrea Bocelli/ Katherine McPhee
33. Gitana - Shakira
34. Your Body is a Wonderland - John Mayer
35. Mizu no Naka no Bagtelle - Ryuichi Sakamoto
36. Riverside - Agnes Obel
37. Te Necesito - Hombres G/ Dani Martin
38. Ramo Verde - Uxia
39. Englishman in New York - Sting
40. Bandung - Sundanese Healing
41. Melati Suci - n/a
42. Tu Gitana - Luar Na Lubre
43. She - Il Divo
44. I'll Stand by You - Rod Stewart
45. Nada te Turbe - (St. Teresa de Avila)
46. Home - John Steven
47. A Jeanne d'Arc - Pierre Eliane
48. La Venta del Alma - Nino Josele
49. If You Don't Know Me by Now - Rod Stewart
50. Gaia - Valensia
51. Bumi Indonesia - Kahitna
52. Morning Rain - Jubing Kristianto
53. Make Love to Me Tonight - Rod Stewart
54. Longer - n/a
55. She's always a Woman - Jubing Kristianto
56. Have I Told You Lately that I Love You - Rod Stewart
57. December - Norah Jones
58. Galileo - Josh Groban
59. Little Sparrow - David Cook
60. Si Volvieras a Mi - Josh Groban
61. Pure Love - Rod Stewart
62. Love Never Fails - Amy Sky/ Jim Brickman

...and a message clear to my ear:

"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I gift all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophecy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect dissapears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is Love.."

As I embrace decades which passed, and trying to start painting blank pages ahead...

Jakarta, about 2 mths before 21th January.